Failed...but Not a FAILure

I have failed tests.  In fact, my first Cooper Institute exam, the words came up on the computer screen at the testing center, 

"You failed."

I have failed my children as a mom.

I have failed at a job and have been let go.

I have failed at keeping promises.

I have failed at my business.

I have failed at times as a teacher.

I have failed a friendship or two.

I have failed myself.

I have failed to live up to my Christian ideals.

I have failed at yoga poses.

I have failed at losing weight and keeping it off.

But, here is the BEST NEWS...

I am not a "FAILure."

Neither are you.

Don't stop now.

What is the difference between a failed attempt and a failure?  The ability to keep on trying.  Failing can create bitterness or humility.  I am choosing the second one, and also I am choosing to never give up.  My tattoo reminds me, "nevertheless, she persisted."

God's mercies are new every morning.

Old things have passed away and behold all things are made new.

I retook that Cooper Institute exam in December of 2009, and I passed.  Now I just recertified again for three more years.  It was the hardest and most difficult test I ever took on a computer, but the life lessons have been so much harder to let go off personally.  I had to forgive myself and others.  Choose to be better and move forward.

Never give up.

Namaste'

Jeanne K

P.S.  No, I was spot on with my carb count yesterday.  But, I felt this message bubbling up within me.  So, whoever this is for:  You are not a failure if you keep on trying.

Have you ever felt like throwing in the towel, quitting, or just resigning?  Tell me your story.